Test Result's are in!

So today I got a call from Michaela's teacher telling me that she had the test results back from the Dyslexia test they preformed on Michaela about 3 weeks ago. As I'm sure you can already imagine, Michaela IS dyslexic! This news was alarming because now I have not one, but 2 children with special needs. Although I am grateful this was caught early and will help her get through school. No parent wants to think anything can be wrong with her children! As a parent I feel a little guilty for pushing her so hard, not knowing she really was doing her best. Did I mention she is going to the doctor today for a multiple ear infection also. My poor baby I wish she wasn't at her Dad's today so I could just love on her. 

So knowing and moving on with 2 beautiful unique girls. Do I keep trying for another? Do I keep putting myself through the pain every month? What if I lose another baby? What if my next one has disabilities worse then Sensory Processing Disorder and Dyslexia?

I have two of these most amazing Children anyone could ask for! They are Pretty, Smart, and Talented!

Why isn't that enough right? Well I wanted to give something to my  Husband also. I want to share the bond I have with their dad, with him too! I wanted my girls to have another brother or sister. I wanted a big family. Sounds like a lot of I want's, huh?

Well I guess it's time to just be grateful for the wonderful people in my life! I am so grateful for everyone and everything in my life!

Signing off for now! ***MUAH***